Hello Everyone!
Praise the LORD for he heard my cry and answered!
I am so grateful for all of your prayers over the last week. As most of you know from Facebook we got news on Wednesday that my estrogen was high and that I have a cyst on my right ovary that was producing extra estrogen. We were delayed from our start date and sent out a call for prayer. After continuing the birth control for 2 more days my numbers today came back TWO WHOLE POINTS lower!!! We got the all clear to start this month!!!
In other miraculous news Dr. Khan located my left ovary! Although it has been determined difficult to locate and genetically small it is still producing follicles!!! Praise the Lord for giving Dr, Khan the patience to locate it. I am so amazed that I can go from not having one to locating it and seeing that it is small but healthy.
In the last few days I have had many many hours of prayer and reflection. During this time I have been blessed with tremendous peace. Words spoken to me and revelations made include the following:
1. That this baby must be something pretty special to have the enemy so worried. News Flash: The devil doesn't win!
2. Although the oars of a boat go in the water and take from the water the boat it still propelled forward. God will give and God will take away and to His own purpose and design. I may not always understand or like the outcome but I am still propelled forward.
Eric and I are beside ourselves with excitement and can not wait to start the medications. Our official start date for medications is May 3rd. I will go for a few days (5/3,5/4,5/5) and on 5/6 I will have an evaluation to gauge how the medications are working.
Please keep praying for the doctors and for our emotional state. I have a hard time focusing these days. I feel as though I have neglected a few duties around my house (cleaning, cooking, shopping for groceries) I need to get a handle on balancing doctor visits, Home responsibilities and Work. There is also a great deal of "what is next?", "what if this actually works?" and "Can I have a moment to think?" going on in my mind. I don't have a complete thought ...ever. I hope that this can change soon.
Thank you all for your encouragement, support and prayers. Miracles do happen and I am believing that this is ours.
In HIS grip,
Nichole and Eric
Very happy for you both and hopeful that this works.
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